In my mother’s womb You formed me with Your hands Known and loved by You Before I took a breath
When I doubt it, Lord, remind me I’m wonderfully made You’re an artist and a potter I’m the canvas and the clay
You make all things work together For my future and for my good You make all things work together For Your glory and for Your name
There’s a healing light Just beyond the clouds Though I’ve walked through fire I see clearly now
I know nothing has been wasted No failure or mistake You’re an artist and a potter I’m the canvas and the clay
You make all things work together For my future and for my good You make all things work together For Your glory and for Your name For my good, for my good
When I doubt it, Lord, remind me I’m wonderfully made You’re an artist and a potter I’m the canvas and the clay
And I know nothing has been wasted No failure or mistake You’re an artist and a potter I’m the canvas and the clay
You make all things work together For my future and for my good You make all things work together For Your glory and for Your name
When I doubt it, Lord, remind me I’m wonderfully made You’re an artist and a potter I’m the canvas and the clay
I know nothing has been wasted No failure or mistake You’re an artist and a potter I’m the canvas and the clay You’re an artist and a potter I’m the canvas and the clay You’re an artist and a potter I’m the canvas and the clay
My last name starts with a “W” ; XYZ are theonly letters after that and let’s be honest… not a lot of last names start with those letter.All my life in seems, including in school, I’ve had to wait–have patience— since my last name was at the end of the alphabet. Last for roll call, last for graduation (even when I had high honors), last for most things. I got used to it. It’s just a matter of time, right?
I use to wish my last name was higher up in the alphabet at times so I didn’t have to wait and be so patient sometimes to get my grade or get my lunch etc. EVERY bluemoon and I do mean BLUEBLUE moon—the teacher would switch up roll call and go from end to the beginning of the alphabet, but that’s about it.
I use to wonder what that would actually feel like. I didn’t see myself as beneath anyone but that didn’t stop me from having to be last at most things because of where my last name fell in the alphabet-–and that’s often how things are organized. In fact, there have been MANY times in my life where it felt as if I was being purposefullyheld back and made to just WAIT—no rhyme, no reason, nothing to do with my last name. At times when I should have been the first based on merit, I was still made to wait—seemingly unfairly. I suppose we have all been there in some capacity, though some more than others.
There is even this idea that the “last” of something is not the most “fresh” or “tasteful“—it’s notASgood, so sometimes it is NOT just a matter of time. It is said that the last is the “butt” of something (ex. bread) , and typically if you are the last customer for let’s say a masseuse….you may not get the best massage compared to the 2nd or 3rd customer because at that point she is tired. You kind of get the “butt” of things—the less desirable.
Even now, as an adult, I secretly wish all airlines would just be more like Southwest airlines…no seat assignment, it’s just luck of the draw. I sometimes wish all flights (not just long international ones) were those that seated from the back to front when boarding and had multiple exits for regular de-boarding of the plane because it just makes more sense in terms of flow and more logical, lesscongested—less WAITING. Perhaps when beverages, snacks, and other foods were served, it would be served where the host start from the front AND the back and meet in the middle so no one has to really wait too long. Is the LAST really just as the FIRST?
This line of thought all seemed like wishful thinking until a couple of recent dreams I’ve had said otherwise. I’m so glad that God does not hand out blessing based on where we are on the alphabet or rather we are the first born or the last or somewhere in the middle.
Dream #2 , shorthanded (roughly 3 month ago):
I was in the cafeteria with others whose last names were at the end of the alphabet like my own, but an amazing thing happened—- we were being served FIRST. We were all in white. There was a very excited, joy/happiness around us and I wasn’t really sure how to feel about it. If it was even real at all—or some cruel joke, but no it was real and it was happening.
Dream #3 , shorthanded (2 nights ago):
There was a reference made to December 10th 2021— a big party was taking place that I MUST attend. it was highlight and made to seem that if I did not attend this party, I would miss out on something that was extremely significant to my waking life.
*SIDE NOTE* I have a cousin who’s birthday party is actually this week on the Nov 27th. She is having a big celebration; it’s her dirty 30.I had already had an initial dream a a month (not detailed here) earlier about this party and it’s importance--this ones detailed here were in actuality the second and third one. I was initially confused about this third dream and the timing of Dec 10th (since nothing is scheduled to happen that day) however, this is where the last is first and the first will be last comes into play. The Last quarter moon is Nov 27th and the first quarter moon is December 11th– just 2 weeks apart as they typically are. The dream was showing me again that the first quarter (DEC 11th) will be last and the last quarter will be first (Nov 27th) which will show great significance.
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Parable of the vineyard workers
Matthew20 For the kingdom of heaven is like unto a man that is an householder, which went out early in the morning to hire labourers into his vineyard.
2 And when he had agreed with the labourers for a pennya day, he sent them into his vineyard.
3 And he went out about the third hour, and saw others standing idle in the marketplace,
4 And said unto them; Go ye also into the vineyard, and whatsoever is right I will give you. And they went their way.
5 Again he went out about the sixth and ninth hour, and did likewise.
6 And about the eleventh hour he went out, and found others standing idle, and saith unto them, Why stand ye here all the day idle?
7 They say unto him, Because no man hath hired us. He saith unto them, Go ye also into the vineyard; and whatsoever is right, that shall ye receive.
8 So when even was come, the lord of the vineyard saith unto his steward, Call the labourers, and give them their hire, beginning from the last unto the first.
9 And when they came that were hired about the eleventh hour, they received every man a penny.
10 But when the first came, they supposed that they should have received more; and they likewise received every man a penny.
11 And when they had received it, they murmured against the goodman of the house,
12 Saying, These last have wrought but one hour, and thou hast made them equal unto us, which have borne the burden and heat of the day.
13 But he answered one of them, and said, Friend, I do thee no wrong: didst not thou agree with me for a penny?
14 Take that thine is, and go thy way: I will give unto this last, even as unto thee.
15 Is it not lawful for me to do what I will with mine own? Is thine eyeevil, because I am good?
16 So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.
I had to really quiet my mind and heart before I was able to speak what was being said within my spirit.
“God is real. His love, dedication, devotion, and his power resignates in us bc God allows it to be so”
We only need to quiet our minds enough to hear what God has to say, and often it is seems small but is PROFOUND.
You have to quiet doubt, fear, guilt, ego—-because God did not give us a spirit of fear but of peace, love and of soundmind— anything below this, is not from GOD.
So how does one contend with fear, guilt, ego? ONE, as with all other burdenssurrenders it to God, which will mean your will and way of thinking or way of cooping may be at risk. Your way of being and the structure in which you see life, control and true life progress may be at risk. Oh, BUT GOD. You’ve tried EVERYTHING ELSE had haven’t moved from your starting point— so LET HIM work.
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My testimony:
There was a concern for my sister’s health a well as my fathers. I sought Jesus. I sought him and WHO he was and all that he IS and what the BIBLE teaches him to to be. I wanted to know of His ways, all of his healings and teachings and even in his childhood where he sought wholesomely to be about his father’s business —-it was IN the knocking and searching that I found quietness and knowing and ultimately found Jesus. I had found him in a way in which I didn’t now him before…beyond stories and beyond bible class. I feltHim in my spirit. I asked Him to walk with me daily. I’ve always known him as a healer and a teacherbut when he came to me in my dreams and showed me the healing and deliverance of my father and sister—part of me was in disbelief. It wasn’t until the MRI of my sister and the blood work of my father paired with physicallyseeing my father I was SURE. I was like Thomas who needed to see the holes in Jesus” hands before he believed it he had defeated death.
If at any time you are uncertain, always remember this:
The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly. John 10: 10.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.
Miracles when Youmove Such an easy thing for You to do And Yourhand is moving right now You are still showingup At the tomb of everyLazarus And Your voice is calling me out
And Right now, I know You’re able And My God, come through again
You can do all things You can do all things but fail ‘Cause You’ve never lost a battle No, You’ve never lost a battle And I know, I knowYou never will
Everything’s possible By the power of the Holy Ghost A new wind is blowing right now Breaking my heart of stone Taking over like it’s Jericho And my walls are all crashing down
Because Right now, I know You’re able And My God, come through again
You can do all things You can do all things but fail ‘Cause You’ve never lost a battle No, You’ve never lost a battle And I know, I knowYou never will X2
You’ve never lost a battle You’ve never lost a battle You’ve never lost a battle Youneverwill X 4
You can do all things You can do all things but fail ‘Cause You’ve never lost a battle No, You’ve never lost a battle And I know, I knowYou never will X 2
And I know, I knowYou never will X 2
You’ve never lost a battle You’ve never lost a battle You’ve never lost a battle Youneverwill X 4
And I know You won’t lose And I know You won’t lose And I know You won’t lose You never will X 2
You never will You never will You never will You never will You never will You never will You never will
Earlier this year in February, I had a very disturbing dream that indicated a enormous spiritual attack happening on the weekend of Halloween. The enemy was lined along all the streets and roads withbow and arrows in hand preparing their attack from night and even after dawn. There were many of them, and the night was even darker because there was not much light in the world-–spiritually or physically. There was a massive blackout almost like a EMP.
In the same dream, I was forewarned that a man would die–actually be killed; I was not given a name or who or where just that it would happen in connection to Halloween. You may say—people die/ are killed every day so this day of course will be no different. It’s true people die/are killed every day but this man’s death signals the oncoming spiritual battle that I mentioned.
Many people were negatively affected and even more were unprepared and at the point just drenched in fear. I know alot of Christians who like to think of Halloween as a “kiddy” and fun, harmless day, but these Christians are ignorant of spiritual truths and the actual happenings/rituals that go on during this day– for if they did they would no longer see it as kiddy, fun, or harmless. A quick look at the historicalfoundation of Halloween would tell anyone otherwise.
I imploreallbelievers and warriors of God and His kingdom to be watchmen the weekend of Halloween. Do not participate in any Halloween festivities and do not allow your children to do so—even the festivities organized by the church—unless it is a warrior prayer against spiritual wickedness. We must be watchmen, prayerful not just for ourselves, but for the worldalways — especially the week leading up to Halloween and that weekend. Keep your spirit clean and your eyes (spiritual and physical) peeled. Something very sinister will be unveiled.
It took 6 days for God finish is creation of the world and man and on the 7th day he rested.
7 represents completeness.
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There are 7 colors in the rainbow– although a remedy for a fresh start—the representation of God’s promise to never destroy the world/his creation again.
7 represents promise and remembrance.
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There are 7 annual Holy Days.
The Passover
The Feast of Unleavened Bread
The Feast of First fruits
The Feast of Weeks
The Feast of Trumpets
The Day of Atonement
The Feast of Booths
The 7th day is the Sabbath day.
The number 7 is Holy.
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A dream was given to pharaoh, which only Joseph correctly interpreted, about 7 years of famine following 7 years of abundance.
Seven can represent trial and abundance.
The prophet Elisha referenced the number seven when he directed Naaman (the leper) to bathe in the Jordan River 7 times to be healed. 2 Kings 5:9-10, 14
Jesus healed on the Sabbath day.
Seven represents healing.
There are 7 spirits of God
Spirit of the LORD
Spirit of wisdom
Spirit of understanding
Spirit of counsel
Spirit of strength
Spirit of knowledge
Spirit of the fear of the LORD
7 represents the Holy Spirit.
The 7seals and 7trumpets; at the end of times 7 angels, who stand before God, bring forth destruction on the world but that destruction promotes and ushers in renewal.
Although the classical Cinderella may seem a bit “out dated” in 2021, this 2021 version was VERYoff script and not in a good way,
Of course there were the touching times, funny/witty elements, and some of the main elements like in the original movie— kindness, integrity, respect, love, and hard work were still incorporated. HOWEVER, less savvy, and distasteful things were introduced that were just as nasty if not worst than the step mother’s treatment of Cinderella.
A. Fairy God mother turns into Fairy Drag Queen— in this version of Cinderella, “Ella” takes in a caterpillar and provides a safe haven for it with the proper food for the caterpillar to grow and develop into a butterfly. Once it becomes a butterfly, it then transforms to a drag queen. Imagine the BEAUTIFUL transformation of a caterpillarinto a butterfly being the manifestation of a DRAG QUEEN. The NATURAL transformation of a caterpillar into a butterfly was taken to new, yet extremely artificialANDpetty levels with a drag queen as the result of this transformation– especially considering the the very heterosexual nature of a butterfly and their matting process. This is a an attempt to make something that is very unnatural, appear as “normal” or appeasing in some manner.
B. Choosing between being her own boss vs being a “queen” married to a prince who will become “king”-– This is a an “age” old struggle for which most of us would classify as “feminist” Ideology. In this version of Cinderella, females are told that they should chose what they want in life in regard to their dreams (college, sewing, modelling, etc) as opposed to “settling” for the “family life“. Although I do not think a woman should have to “settle” for one or the other—they should be able to have both (as many of us do). Now, I am not BLIND to the fact that we are set back in the king/queen dynasty era where tradition was VERY FIRM but—- ya gave me a DRAG QUEEN FAIRY GOD MOTHER—why couldn’t she have BOTH a life of luxury with a family, husband, and kids WHILE STILL pursuing her OWN talents–perhaps carving the way for fellow women to do something similar? What good would it be for a woman to accomplish such things in the workplacewithoutanyone (ex. children) to carry her own values/ideas/linage and what greater influence would she have had as a QUEEN over someone who is just simply out to make a “name” for themselves? I think it’s because this movie had it’s own negativeagendas that those things were notat all considered in the making of this movie.
C. Making a very clear choice of “Blurred Lines”— Near the end of this movie, there is a moment where the Prince, in order to be with “Ella” says that he does not even want to BE king and that it’s his choice rather or not he chooses the role of “king” or not. Historically, the role of “king” was place on the eldest son of the king to “carry the torch” so to speak. There is a sense of obligation here but with this obligation comes wealth and power, so most people in this position hurriedly took this role; the role was even fought over at times with a younger sibling or illegitimate sibling(s). He decides that he will “follow” Ella and give up kingship since if he were to become king, she would not be able to pursue her dream as a seamstress. Seems fair and sweet/loving right? Except they do NOT get married in this version of Ella and instead or are just “lovers” or “in love”for the time-— they don’t need to put a “title” on it. This is classicconfusion/disillusion/ just go with the flow, non commitment —anything goes “talk”.
These days we are bombarded with the idea of NOT settling down…2 people live together for decades without marriage, have kids out of wedlock habitually and those who chose NOT to do this are looked at as if WE are the ones living in sin in this respect. Most people see themselves either “single or married” even IF they are in a committed relationship with someone. If they are not married, then they are “single” and if they are sleeping with multiple women/men, it is OK BC they are NOT married. Not being willing to give up some aspect of what one would deem “freedom” is equivalent to not being able to let go some of aspect of your “ego“–which is merely a satan concerned illusion.
The TRUTH is men and women with this ideology are NOTwife/husband material and likely exponentially stunted in growth spiritually(too busy living in the world and not in line/in tune with their spiritual being to see/adhere to/ understandtruth , which is MUCH more important than their physical being) because greater chances are the chances that EVEN IFthey are married, they will stillfeel at liberty to sleep around ,when the “feeling” comes to them. Some of us live solely in the world, while others of us live in the spirit and use this body as a means of passage—you do have to choose.There is NO “luke warm” –way of passage.
Some of us will take any role willing to pay the right amount of money OR the role that seems more “popular‘ at the time—regardless of the outcome or character. Which one will YOU chose?
Jesus said, “The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowedgood seed in his field; but while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat and went his way. But when the grain had sprouted and produced a crop, then the tares also appeared. So the servants of the owner came and said to him, ‘Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have tares?’He said to them, ‘An enemy has done this.’ The servants said to him, ‘Do you want us then to go and gather them up?’ But he said, ‘No, lest while you gather up the tares you also uproot the wheat with them. Let both grow together until the harvest, and at the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, “First gather together the tares and bind them in bundles to burn them, but gather the wheat into my barn.”
Everything that is complex is simplified for the mind of man for his understanding and knowledge to increase in God’swork and understanding the enemy. If you do not know the enemy, how then can you stand against him when he comes, parading as an angel of light? The Devil comes to kill, steal, and destroy but Jesus came so that we would have life and have it more abundantly.
Not everything that glitters is gold. Wheat and TareBEFORE the harvest look ALIKE and the roots are in such close proximity with the wheat. This is why in the parable Jesus says NOT to pull up the suspected the tares ––HOWEVER when harvest time comes, ONLY the WHEAT will produce crop— the TARES will not; the tare will be bundled and burned while the wheat will be stored.
In life, most of us have been in situations where we were tricked/schemed. You thought you found the love of your life but turns out they were very dishonest and back stabbing and only pretended to be a friend, loving, and trustful confident in your face. Someone was disloyal when you’ve only been loyal to them. Someone hide something from you when you’ve only been very open with them.There are MANY tares among us. These are all schemes/plots of the devil, the spirit behind those people’s actions are NOT of God and they are NOT by chance, they are of satan, so discernment is VERY important. It doesn’t mean be paranoid and distrusting of everyone you meet but it does mean keep your eyes and ears open, and pray that the Holy Spirit leads you in discerning of spirits in those people who are around you and that you are not overtaken by fear or paranoia (which also comes from satan because God did not give us a spirit of fear but of power, love, and of sound mind) because of past hurts or disappointments— not realizing this can cause you to miss your blessing(s) and that’s exactly what satan wants. Watch and trust what produces good crop.
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