Canvas And Clay| Author and Finisher

In my mother’s womb
You formed me with Your hands
Known and loved by You
Before I took a breath

When I doubt it, Lord, remind me
I’m wonderfully made
You’re an artist and a potter
I’m the canvas and the clay

You make all things work together
For my future and for my good
You make all things work together
For Your glory and for Your name

There’s a healing light
Just beyond the clouds
Though I’ve walked through fire
I see clearly now

I know nothing has been wasted
No failure or mistake
You’re an artist and a potter
I’m the canvas and the clay

You make all things work together
For my future and for my good
You make all things work together
For Your glory and for Your name
For my good, for my good

When I doubt it, Lord, remind me
I’m wonderfully made
You’re an artist and a potter
I’m the canvas and the clay

And I know nothing has been wasted
No failure or mistake
You’re an artist and a potter
I’m the canvas and the clay

You make all things work together
For my future and for my good
You make all things work together
For Your glory and for Your name

When I doubt it, Lord, remind me
I’m wonderfully made
You’re an artist and a potter
I’m the canvas and the clay

I know nothing has been wasted
No failure or mistake
You’re an artist and a potter
I’m the canvas and the clay
You’re an artist and a potter
I’m the canvas and the clay
You’re an artist and a potter
I’m the canvas and the clay

Heart of the Matter| Adam and Eve

I remember as a teenager reading the Bible and being very confused/conflicted about 4 initial Bible stories:

  1. Adam and Eve
  2. Cain and Able
  3. Abraham and Sarah
  4. Esau and Jacob

This post will only cover Adam and Eve.

It’s interesting how all of these include at least two people and not one in each scenario, but they all confused me in their own way- at least initially. Furthermore, when two or more people are involved in ANYTHING, sometimes it feels like you are on a rollercoaster because you can only truly control your actions not the other persons.

I felt like “justice” was not served, or that in some cases, a certain party was not treated fairly by God and I wondered WHY God made the decisions that he made—not just because he is God but just by reason.

Let’s start with Adam and Eve:

These two were the first bone of bone, fresh of flesh, husband and wifeas Adam cleaved to thy wife. True soul mates and VERY connected with God– so connected they could hear Him in the wind and speak to Him directly. God told them what was what—saying the tree of good and evil stay away from and do not eat and tree of life is ok–eat and live forever.

Confusion/misconception:

(1) I was confused why God seemed the punish Eve the most and the snake the least— he just got to be the lowest in the animal kingdom, crawl on his belly and #2 and Adam becomes a leader inspite of being a follower.

(2) I was extremely confused about this verse as well in particular: “And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring and hers; he will crush your head, and you will strike his heel“- Genesis 3:15

Clarity/Wisdom/Understanding:

(1) I missed this when I was a kid—that the tree of life and the tree of good and evil were NOT the same and one they were given permission to eat of and the other they were not. The tree of life wasn’t just living forever but it was that connection–that direct connection that we/they had with God, which after Obedience, was taken away from them/us.

(2) I was shown this in a vision/dream about 2 years ago (recorded via audio) that gave me clarity on this situation directly. Although the vision given to me was extremely vivid–it was of an ancient writing that I could not read/understand but what kept being repeated to me once I was fully awake was– “Letter to Phillip; a letter from Peter” and the vision after I was shown the script was of a wheel inside of a wheel with mutliple eyes in the shape of an “8“- what I would say by description reminded me of Ezekiel’s vision.

Once I researched, I came directly across an ancient script. The writings looked similar to what I had seen in my vision/dream. I had no prior knowledge that this script existed and, of course, there are a lot of sacred text that the “catholic clergy” decided was not good enough to be considered the word of God but this was what I was shown and discovered through a dream/vision from God as to what the physical manifestation looked like of the spiritual implication of what Adam and Eve did and how the verse above spoke of disdain for snakes that most people have in general but also how Christ plays a pivotal role in the restoration of power that was ONCE taken away the day satan sucessfully deceived Adam and Eve.

See: http://gnosis.org/naghamm/letpet.html

Spiritual Warfare Halloween 2021 Prophecy

Earlier this year in February, I had a very disturbing dream that indicated a enormous spiritual attack happening on the weekend of Halloween. The enemy was lined along all the streets and roads with bow and arrows in hand preparing their attack from night and even after dawn. There were many of them, and the night was even darker because there was not much light in the world-spiritually or physically. There was a massive blackout almost like a EMP.

In the same dream, I was forewarned that a man would die–actually be killed; I was not given a name or who or where just that it would happen in connection to Halloween. You may say—people die/ are killed every day so this day of course will be no different. It’s true people die/are killed every day but this man’s death signals the oncoming spiritual battle that I mentioned.

Many people were negatively affected and even more were unprepared and at the point just drenched in fear. I know a lot of Christians who like to think of Halloween as a “kiddy” and fun, harmless day, but these Christians are ignorant of spiritual truths and the actual happenings/rituals that go on during this day– for if they did they would no longer see it as kiddy, fun, or harmless. A quick look at the historical foundation of Halloween would tell anyone otherwise.

I implore all believers and warriors of God and His kingdom to be watchmen the weekend of Halloween. Do not participate in any Halloween festivities and do not allow your children to do so—even the festivities organized by the church—unless it is a warrior prayer against spiritual wickedness. We must be watchmen, prayerful not just for ourselves, but for the world alwaysespecially the week leading up to Halloween and that weekend. Keep your spirit clean and your eyes (spiritual and physical) peeled. Something very sinister will be unveiled.

Ephesians 6:11-18

John 4:31-38

Psalm 64

Proverbs 3

Matthew 7:11

Luke 11: 13

John 11:35

Parable of the Wheat and the Tares

Jesus said, “The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field; but while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat and went his way. But when the grain had sprouted and produced a crop, then the tares also appeared. So the servants of the owner came and said to him, ‘Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have tares?’ He said to them, ‘An enemy has done this.’ The servants said to him, ‘Do you want us then to go and gather them up?’  But he said, ‘No, lest while you gather up the tares you also uproot the wheat with them. Let both grow together until the harvest, and at the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, “First gather together the tares and bind them in bundles to burn them, but gather the wheat into my barn.”

Everything that is complex is simplified for the mind of man for his understanding and knowledge to increase in God’s work and understanding the enemy. If you do not know the enemy, how then can you stand against him when he comes, parading as an angel of light? The Devil comes to kill, steal, and destroy but Jesus came so that we would have life and have it more abundantly.

Not everything that glitters is gold. Wheat and Tare BEFORE the harvest look ALIKE and the roots are in such close proximity with the wheat. This is why in the parable Jesus says NOT to pull up the suspected the tares HOWEVER when harvest time comes, ONLY the WHEAT will produce crop— the TARES will not; the tare will be bundled and burned while the wheat will be stored.

In life, most of us have been in situations where we were tricked/schemed. You thought you found the love of your life but turns out they were very dishonest and back stabbing and only pretended to be a friend, loving, and trustful confident in your face. Someone was disloyal when you’ve only been loyal to them. Someone hide something from you when you’ve only been very open with them. There are MANY tares among us. These are all schemes/plots of the devil, the spirit behind those people’s actions are NOT of God and they are NOT by chance, they are of satan, so discernment is VERY important. It doesn’t mean be paranoid and distrusting of everyone you meet but it does mean keep your eyes and ears open, and pray that the Holy Spirit leads you in discerning of spirits in those people who are around you and that you are not overtaken by fear or paranoia (which also comes from satan because God did not give us a spirit of fear but of power, love, and of sound mind) because of past hurts or disappointments— not realizing this can cause you to miss your blessing(s) and that’s exactly what satan wants. Watch and trust what produces good crop.

Embody and Know Who You are in Christ| My People Suffer Due to Lack of Knowledge

All the things the Devils does not want you know/own/embody and DIGEST:

Do not memorized, just digest and internalizedo this rather you are under spiritual attack or not.

At the core of your very being is righteousness and the desire to do right; we fight not against flesh and blood but against  principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Know your authority and take up your sword (spoken word).

  1. In Christ, I am (you) accepted. (John 1: 12)
  2. I am (you are) God’s Child. (John 1: 12)
  3. I am (you are) Christ’s friend. (John 15: 15)
  4. I (you) have been justified. (Romans 1:5)
  5. I (you are) am united with the Lord and one with him in spirit. (1st Corinthians 6:17)
  6. I ( you) have been brought with a price, I belong to God. (1st Corinthians 6:20)
  7. I am ( you are) a member of Christ’s body. ( 1 Corinthians 12:27)
  8. I am (you are) a saint. (Ephesians 1:1)
  9. I have (you have ) been adopted as God’s child. (Ephesians 1:5)
  10. I have (you have) direct access to God through the Holy spirit. (sorry, not so sorry catholic church) (Ephesians 2:18)
  11. I have been redeemed and forgiven of all of my sins. (Colossians 1:14)
  12. I am ( you are) complete in Christ. (Colossians 2:10)
  13. I am (you are) secure. (Jeremiah 33:6)
  14. I am (your are) free from condemnation. (Romans 8: 1-2)
  15. I am (you are) assured that all things work together for good. (Romans 8:28)
  16. I am ( you are) free from any condemning charges against me. (Romans 8: 31-34)
  17. I (you) can not be separated from the love of God. (Romans 8:35-39)
  18. I (you) have been established, anointed, and sealed by God. (2nd Corinthians: 1: 21-22)
  19. I (you are) am hidden with Christ in God. (Colossians 3:3)
  20. I (you) am confident the good work God has begun in me will be perfected. (Philippians 1:6.)
  21. I (you are) am a citizen of heaven. (Philippians 3:20)
  22. I ( you) have not been given a spirit of fear but of power, love, and of sound mind. (2 Timothy 1:7)
  23. I (you) can find grace and mercy in time of need. ( Hebrews 4:16)
  24. I (you) am born of God and the evil one can not touch me. (1 John 5:18)
  25. I (you) am significant. (Mathew 5: 13- 16)
  26. I (you) am the salt and light of the earth. (Matt. 5:13,14)
  27. I (you) am a branch of the true vine; a channel of his life. (John 15:1-8)
  28. I (you) have been appointed and chosen to bear fruit. (John 15:16)
  29. I am (you are) a personal witness of Christ.(Acts 1:8)
  30. I am (you are) God’s temple.( 1st Corinthians 3: 16)
  31. I am (you are) a minister of reconciliation.(2nd Corinthians 5: 17-20)
  32. I am (you are ) God’s coworker. (1st Corinthians 3:9)
  33. I am ( you are) seated with Christ in the heavenly realm. (Ephesians 2:6 )
  34. I am ( you are) God’s workmanship. (Ephesians 2:10)
  35. I (you) can approach God with Freedom and confidence. (Ephesians 3:12)
  36. I (you) can do all things through Christ, who strengthen me.(Philippians 4:13)

The Grass is Greener—-Where it’s Watered and Shined Upon

“I am the way (Pathway), the truth (Word of God), and the Light/Life (shining knowledge of what’s true/righteous and what’s worldly/fleshly but known through intuition/God’s wisdom/understanding that leads you in the right direction)

Or

I am the Wax (the form or path as a medium to the light), the bread ( the Word/breath of God), and the light/life ( that which allows us to SEE/SENSE the truth).

They are the same thing. The Whole concept is the SAME.

Think about this concept in a very simple way:

If you are are on a path somewhere (aka “way“) to a destination that perhaps you are very certain of, as you feel it in your soul, but you don’t have the knowledge/understanding (aka “light“, or otherwise being blind) of how to reach that destination, then even with the word of God (aka “truth“), one may end up stumbling down the wrong path and off the one they’ve imagined themselves to be on.

If this were a game a chess, satan made a bold move by convincing Adam and Eve to eat from that tree of good and evil after God specifically told them NOT to do this. Satan would have man believe that God did not want us to have this knowledge because God was being selfish and wanted it all to Himselfin actuality He did not want us to have it because he wanted to protect us and keep spiritually connected/ close to us. Just because you have knowledge or awareness of something , doesn’t mean you have understanding of it—we had no discernment, just the knowledge that it exist, and not knowing your enemy when they come disguised in so many ways is literally welcoming death and disease.

God specifically told them not to do this because He knew that it would cause them confusion and suffering (disease of the spirit came in when they ate of this tree)–Satan knew this too, but of course, Satan is not on the side of mankind, as he is the father of confusionso whenever you are feeling confused, remember that.“For God is not the author of confusion but of peace”. Although many things followed this and this was satan’s first attempt to move man further away from God, God was not finished yet and He still isn’t. God works through us and that is why we are known as the body of Christ.

Jesus is the light of the world. What does this mean? Jesus was in the flesh and held knowledge of God’s word inside his spirit and had an understanding/sensing/healing ability– this is all likened to a lit candle and being able to see clearly what’s around you and where you are going. Jesus was given these gifts from God. Jesus then gave those gifts to his disciples and to the rest of the world who dare to know him. This was his sacrifice, this was/is his sword that he gave to us. Those gifts are within us.

When Jesus said, at the very tender age of 12, that he must be about his Father’s business. THIS is what he was talking about. Jesus came to give us a fighting chance or SECOND chance to win the war against evil that we had now unveiled through Adam and Eve’s transgressions. He (Jesus) was/ is a second chance at the world’s renewal of spirit with God.

Remember that John the Baptist had to “suffer” baptizing Jesus before the spirit of God descended on him like a dove. To be “born again” is the awakening of the spirit that allows a solid connection/foundation to God that was once cut off in the beginning of time when Adam and Eve ate from the tree of Knowledge of “good and evil”. Jesus says that “No one can come through the Father except by me”. THIS is the reason for Jesus— He came to bring a sword. NOT PEACE.

He came to fight and this fight may look different in the physical realm of what you’d imagine a fight to be (healing and teaching people) but in the spiritual realm — heads were rolling, confusion was cut off and discernment /understanding was looped in, disease of the spirit which afflicted the body was taken away with no medicine, strongholds were broken, demons were fleeing, death was conquered. This is why the body of the church is suffering– a lot of us are not doing anything or barely anything with the tools (sword) Jesus came to give —we are too busy living life (living in the world) or honestly too afraid or lazy to do the work and what we may discover in the process.

Timeless Illusion

How precious is your time? Be mindful of who you spend time with and what you spend most of your time doing—- time is something you can never stop nor can you ever get it back. It’s a timeless illusion.

Consider the fact that time only seems to slow itself down when we are in a very negative/sad/depressing place-–yet when we are in a happier, joyful, beautiful place–-time seems fleeting. Why is this? They say time flies when you’re having fun. How can one slow time in these positive moments, the way it slows naturally in the more depressing/sad circumstance?

I think the answer to this question lies in who and WHERE you are emotionally. If we were to be as sensitive, vulnerable, feeling, open, authentic, and raw (and challenge those around us in those happy times to do the same) as most people typically are when tragedy strikes, one would get the same effect but in a positive situation.

They say, “live in the moment“—no, that’s what makes those moments fleeting and mostly vague in our memories. To “live” is “muscle memory“, we often go through life without thinking, without savoring, without much thought or feeling unless we feel some trigger– merely going through the motions.

I say digest the moments, immerse yourself in them completely. Some may fear that by doing this, the “other shoe may drop” but this is not the truth, it’s strictly fear based. If the shoe were going to drop—it will rather you did this or not. Take the time to appreciate what is actually happening instead of just diving in for the ride; this does take some very conscious effort but it is very possible and time will seem to slow itself like it does naturally when we are in a negative state of mind if some steady, conscious effort is put forth.

Time is just as certain as death, but much less compassionate until you fully appreciate what it brings. It marches on through the melancholy no matter how painful and joyous times, no matter the rhyme or reason, and if you get caught up in the wrong situation with the wrong people— you’ll find yourself deeply regretting the energy and time spent put forth in something/someone that turned out to be completely fruitless and unable to regain any of the time loss..

Be certain the people and things that occupy your time are completely worth it—whatever the test, whatever the rigor. It’s worth it.

The Perversion of God’s Rainbow

As I child, after a storm, I’d always look in the sky for a rainbow. Often times, I did not see it and it made me sad/disappointed. As I matured, I grew to understand something about rainbows: they appear just at the right time and at the right places for the right people to see and understand. In fact, it was the most unexpected times that I saw rainbows in the sky—sometimes even before the storm.

Let’s look at what a rainbow is- it is the splitting of white light, pure so that the colors of white light are seen. There are 7 colors in the rainbow: red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet in that order and it’s always the same because of the different light wavelengths these colors have that go into creating those different colors from pure, white light.

The rainbow, however, can not be be created without moisture (Water), so it should also be noted that in the making of a rainbow, water is involved, not just the pure, white, light. 70% of our world and 70% of our bodies being made of water and the first color being red, the longest wavelength which is well known for it’s healing properties is even more telling of the mystery and love of our God.

It took 1 week or 7 days for the creation our world. Light was seen as “good” at earth’s inception. The throne of God is described as a rainbow (Revelation 4:3). Judaism acknowledges 7 heavens (ironically color bound).

A rainbow is God’s promise to man not to destroy this world and it’s inhabitants again; it is a covenant, a strong yet rare promise to us. Now religious or not, atheist or not, gay or not…for most people the rainbow, at it’s foundation, is seen a something beautiful, vibrant, and only obtained through light—not darkness.

In all the wrong that is within this world, we can agree that there are things that are sinful, immoral, wrong, without principle distasteful, etc. We can also agree that there are somethings that are worse than others but still wrong (ex. physically assaulting someone vs raping someone vs killing someone). That being said, why the rainbow (that unaltered, pure light that is being split to it’s foundation) of all symbols has been used to “represent” gay pride/LBT etc is not a coincidence. It’s another means of blasphemist mayhem that goes into an attempt to undermined, mock, and disrespect those things in this world that are pure/of light. There is nothing pure or of light about sexual immorality—not one thing.

Keep in mind that one of the main reasons the world was destroyed by the flood was because of sexual immorality and this also ties into Sodom and Gomorrah, which happened AFTER the flood — destroyed due to extreme sexual immorality and lack of righteousness in general.

It was on that same day that the water had receded enough that Noah and his family, including his sons and their family, could get off of the boat safely JUST to become intoxicated enough to engage in some form of homosexuality, which resulted in a curse.

There is a GROSS injustice happening in America, as I type, in the MIDST of a justice that is moral— AS it (that which is immoral) rides on the coat tail of the Justice that is moral, though not deserving, though under serving, though completely immoral. What will YOU do in this world in the day where the media and other social influences say that “Everything is right and everything is just” even though in your spiritual self knows otherwise?

Clairaudience|Hearing in the Spirit

You may have heard of this or similar audio where frequencies are played with and people, listening to the same audio at the same exact time hear different things . Ex. “Yandy vs Laurel“- See below

I actually can hear them both with one being more prevalent than the other and typically the more prevalent on for me is “Yanny

What does this have to do with hearing in the spirit? EVERYTHING.

Hearing in the spirit is all about hearing in different frequencies that most of us have drown out as we have aged or are not on a high enough spiritual plane to hear. Being in the high spirutal plane and not drowning out certain frequencies, allows you to have Clairaudience.

Clairaudience simply means “clear hearing”, but it’s deeper than being able to hear clearly in the physical. It’s hearing clearly in the spirit. In fact, there have been documented clairaudient deaf people. Imagine that!

Jesus was clairaudient:

Matthew 9:3-4 | Mark 2: 6-12

Matthew 12:22-33 – these passages have a strong meaning behind them and something that you should always be aware of. There are people and spirits who do not walk in the light of God but who can also be clairaudient; discernment and testing is always necessary–especially for those who are not as clear on the voice of God. Read: 1 John 4: 1-6

John 12: 23-30

My experience with this has been limited to right between waking and sleeping. I remember them because they were so vivid and clear and when I reach out to the people, whose voice, I heard, things were confirmed. I will focus on 3 important personal examples:

  1. A guy who I had just had a heavy dream about, early in our relationship, spiritually asked me… clear as day, “Are you happy?” His voice, very distinct and strong with his accent….. it was as if he were right there talking to me in my right ear. I woke up with a smile on my face and turned to him…surprised to find him snoring right beside me. I was so perplexed..I woke him and asked him if he had just spoken to me. I probed him without telling him what I heard. He seemed puzzled and said he had said nothing to me as he was sleeping himself. I let it go. Days later he asked me directly IF he made me happy.
  2. One Saturday evening after working, I feel asleep on my bed briefly, only to wake up to the sound of a close family member calling my name–again in the my right ear. Granted, this family member is over 500 miles away. Startled, I got up and thought I should call them—see what’s going on. It worried me—worry is the feeling that came over me with the sound of this person calling my name. The voice was not fractic or panicked but I got the feeling of worry. I called them and we talked for a long while and I probed about what’s new, whats going on with them. They revealed to me that they were about to have a minor surgery in 3 days under general anesthesia. Of course I was upset that they were just now telling me and they said that they would not have if I hadn’t probed so much. I always want to cover my family in prayer, going to the throne of God, seeking their protection, covering, healing in any situation, minor surgery or not.
  3. There are times when I can hear a very distinctive ringing in my ear(s)–again out of nowhere, no trigger–seemingly random, at least to me; I do not have any medical conditions that would contribute to this; typically it is surrounding an event that is about to happen, so when it happens I am always on the look out bc I know something is coming. It has happen too consistently and too frequently for it to be a mere coincidence.